Thursday, November 5, 2015

Grateful for Goodbyes?

After six years of being in this missions community, it has not become any easier to say goodbye to those you grow to love.  I assume this is partly because our community is small and tightly knit.  You end up loving deeply and quickly those who God brings into your community.  In the world prior to missions it took years to cultivate a relationship that is steeped in God's goodness.  Here - in our bubble - we know that our hellos may be followed with a short goodbye.  It is not necessary to wade in slowly.  We jump in to the deep in and swim without abandon!
Each November we sit in anxious silence as people stand up in random meetings with an announcement.  Could God be calling them elsewhere?  We receive the letters in our boxes inviting us back and although most of us have been praying over this decision for quite some time - the prayers during the month of November become earnest and desperate for many.

It is ironic and beautiful that during the countdown near the end of November we have the opportunity to celebrate Thanksgiving holidays.  It is during this time we are reminded that whatever the decision may be - we have so much to be thankful for and no need to worry - God has a beautiful plan.
As we start this month of November, I ask for your prayers.  Not just for the Newell family - but for our BAIS family - our organization's family, Network of International Christian Schools.  There are 100s of teachers, administrators, chaplains, counselors, etc. that have a decision to make.  Many times this is far more than a choice of location but a prayer for God to reveal himself - because it causes family moves, school changes for children, loss of prayer partners, loss of community, desire to be home, desire for family, needs of aging parents, loss of small groups, new cultural transitions, etc.
God moves us each to a place for a time and a season.  Sometimes that is a hard choice because we are so blessed and comfortable where we are serving currently.  As this organization prays and considers what God's plan is for them next year - I ask for your faithful prayers.  
Lastly, as we lose many wonderful colleagues during this season - please pray for those God will call. Help them to hear God's calling clearly - and even before they know it - help them start preparing their lives for the beautiful, hard transition that is to come.
It is a privilege to come together and pray.  It is a privilege to know that many of you who are so far away join us in our prayers here in Indonesia.

Blessings to you all!  

Monday, February 23, 2015

Living in Community

It would be hard for me to say that living in community is easy. It is a beautiful thing and when we were headed here to Indonesia I had great excitement about living in the midst of missionaries. We were always going to be holding hands, loving each other and singing "Kumbaya". However, I forgot one vital thing - we are all broken people who desperately need Christ. Many days we come to Him, hat in hand and acknowledge that need - other days, well you know. It is hard. Living in a tight-knit bubble in a foreign country takes it toll on all of us.
Through the five years we have been here we have had many communal ups and downs. Many of the downs because of our own sin: pride, selfishness, and so on. Most of the ups are solely due to God's grace in each of our lives. But one thing is for sure - it is hard.
We have had to say goodbye too many times, many times not knowing if we will see the other person or family again. We have had the blessing of many hellos along the way as well. But that has its own challenges. In our transitional community it seems you are always adjusting, always trying to figure out the rhythm.
The Bible has a lot to say about community:
Psalm 133:1 “Behold, how good and pleasant it is when brothers dwell in unity!”

Indeed how good and pleasant it is - but we must not forget to fix our eyes on Jesus. He carries our community and teaches us grace, love, understanding, and compassion. Often we get so bogged down with life that we sometimes miss these lessons.
In short, this community is amazing. I will never forget so many of the moments that I have experienced here. I have shared deep laughter and deep mourning with some of the most amazing people. Many years ago we had a director of another school come to visit as part of our schools accreditation process and I will never forget him laughingly saying that he was convinced that his coming to the mission field was more about making him uncomfortable and moving him somewhere he could be broken for Christ more than the "mission" in itself. How true that is!
I can only close my eyes and imagine this community times one million or more in heaven - as we know the fullness of God and His grace and mercy. I long for it and sweetly anticipate that time with these people and so, so many more believers.
I encourage you today to look around and be more aware of the community in which you live. See those around you as God sees them. Try so hard to get past yourself and jus simply praise God for those He has purposely placed in your life. Cause, man, it is so sweet.